Wednesday, February 27, 2013

push rewind

recently meron ako song na naka repeat mode for the day. few days back paulit ulit si bruno mars, pink, rhirhi, gabrielle aplin at emelie sande. sulit ang patience ko sa pagdownload kahit sobrang bagal ng internet namin.  kasama ito sa mga nadownload ko a few days ago.

 so this is for today:

ganda ng pasok ni diane birch dito. parang mas gusto ko keysa dun sa original nya.
gayun pa man feel na feel ko pareho! meron na naman akong banyo song. :)

alam ko na sasabihin ng iba... move on! oh please don't speak to me about moving on like it is something you can buy from the market or convenient store. hehe
i'm moving forward. relax lang. darating tayo dyan. :P

Monday, February 4, 2013

Bahala Kayo

Maybe some people know what I've been going through but I don't think they really understand.  The person who puts me into this predicament has no idea or probably just doesn't care.  I always seem to be happy, carefree, positive, patient, bitch and fierce. That's the personality I was able to create for me to hide my weakness and made myself also believed that I am.  Tough!  But I am not all that.  I am vulnerable too.  I'm not gonna deny that what happened or has been happening is breaking me into million pieces and it will probably take time to pick my self up again.  I'm trying my best.  I sometimes wish I could just escape from all of these or just snap out of what seem to be a nightmare. But this is reality happening right in front of me.  There's no escaping reality.  I'm dealing with it.  I'm falling apart but staying strong.  It might be ridiculous to even hope but if hoping is what will keep me going then yes people, I'm  hoping.

Pero kung ano yung hinohope ko, hindi ko sasabihin sa inyo.