she bangs

am i happy with my new bangs? hehehe

mother surot (bedbugs)!

i could not believe what i've learned about last night. what you have said about me leaving for good and you want someone else as my replacement is soooo not cool. why did you have to say something bad like that? wicked! it's not just being tackless. not even a sad joke. totally insensitive! i cried to sleep last night. my real friends would be surprised to know that. a biatch like me would cry over you? yes, i did cry. however bad i was or i am, i have feelings too just like everybody else. no matter how patient i've tried to be, i also have flashpoint where i'd ignite and fire up. but then again, you are way older than me. so out of respect, i'll let it go and try to understand you. they said you treat me like your daughter. well, i'm not looking for a mother. i got one and she's the best! you're lonely coz your life sucks?

trivia: bedbug - attacks at night and leaves an intense itching. how disgusting, so sickening and really pestering...

image by: mr.biscuits

still lucky

this is me with pia and sugar. happy to have the coolest roommates!

summer, sealine, sunburn!

grow up

i nearly cried this morning. have i done something wrong? again?! i'm not a perfect person. i have shortcomings and still adjusting myself being away from home. i used to be so dependent especially when it comes to household chores. back home, i don't cook, do laundry or wash dishes. instead, i go out with friends for coffee or booze. i know how to have fun. affected? why do you always have to take everything against me? it doesn't matter now if i was wrong. the question is... in your eyes, will i ever do something right? i will let you get away from your last night's tantrum. i will ignore all your criticisms. i won't even try pleasing you. what good it would make? we're such a nuisance to each other. so be it!



please leave me alone and we'll both live in peace... hehe :P

latest addiction

a. shared by sugar. she said techtonic is the latest dance craze. i think it's cool but kinda difficult huh. but i think it would be perfect for our dance exercise. wheeeew! the never ending issue of losing weight. harhar



b. shared by nax who said the title means "another moment" in english. but when asked to translate the song, said "just listen" (hmp taray! Kamusta naman un?). so i listened… i liked the beat and i actually enjoyed listening to it. the next day, i consulted another friend (online translator). and there,i fell in love with the song. been lestening to it everyday.

risk taking

to get something you never had, you have to do something you never did. - quoted

risk taker

"Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing." - Helen Keller

what's up on me

it's been a while since i last made a post here. i guess i was too busy looking 1st for a job, 2nd for a regular carlift service and finally my own space! well, not really my own coz i'm sharing it with three other girls. still, i'm excited after accomplishing all those 3 tasks. yehey congratulations to me! still more challenges to conquer.

25 things about me

hehehe nakikiuso rin ako sa 25 random things...

1. i've been using the same brands of shampoo and conditioner since high school. they are a perfect pair for me, rejoice and creamsilk!

2. i never really wanted to work abroad, until now... it's a whole new experience!

3. i like friendster more than facebook... mainly bcoz most of my friends are using friendster plus it's very easy to navigate. (now it's the other way around)

4. i'm so good at making lies. i sometimes can't believe how i get away with it. liar, liar!

5. i have a poor eyesight that i needed to wear eyeglasses since college. i got tired of it so i'm wearing contact lenses instead.

6. people often say i'm "mahinhin" (i hate it!) when i'm actually "lasenga, maingay at magaslaw"

7. as far as i can remember, i have attended christmas day and new year's day mass every year for the past -- years of my life... either alone or with my family

8. i started gaining weight after enrolling in a gym (as in weights lifting! dumbbells, machines and all)at the age of 22 and had to stop bcoz the annual PE shows i have scoliosis...

9. watching films alone inside my room is what i call my sweet escape. it's like im in a different world. sometimes i feel like i'm in those movies.

10. i'm not a gadget freak. i've only bought a mobile phone twice and i've been using the last one for years now hehehe but i think i need to buy a new one

11. i want "the last time" by eric benet and "could not ask for more" by edwin mccain to be my wedding songs... hahaha

12. unlike most Filipinas, i don't like Piolo P.

13. i truly believe that one doesn't need to wait for new year to change bad habits, forgive or do something good for the sake of new year's resolution

14. oh how i love seing the excitement in hamham's (my nephew) eyes whenever i bring home cotton candies for him.

15. i'm a great believer of "never too late" that's why i'm writing my 25 random list even though this thing's been around the internet quite a while.

16. i don't have a hello kitty or barbie collection

17. i love the beach but i don't know how to swim

18. a chinese friend, lily, gave me a chinese name Lee Yang. i forgot the meaning but surely it's nice!

19. strangely, i didn't see any LOTR movie, i don't know why...

20. as a child, i never experienced bathing in the rain with my playmates because i have a weak lungs.

21. i HATE my sister-in-law! i'm still finding in my heart to forgive her but i think it'd be better if i could just forget her. yeah i'm the bitchy here!

22. i enjoy reading other people's blog. it's not just knowing them more but also learning from their stories. get some inspirations.

23.

i'm looking forward to starting my life with michael next year! i'm sooooooooooo excited about it!

24. ~ 25. nothing interesting...